Haven't posted in a week - but, better late than never!
Someone told me yesterday " You are a real deep person. You just got these fences up kind of hard to get around some times."
Interesting comment eh, true I would say.
My gut response was "I prefer to listen and help others rather than talk about myself".
But, then I thought a bit more and maybe there could be some self-confidence issue there too.
That may be a bit of it. But also, at this point in my life, I just don't have anything to complain about and that is what people want when they ask that question isn't it? What can I say when someone asks "what is going on in your life" other than "oh, not much, just getting to know myself" or "working on me". Then they invariably want to know more about what I am doing to "get to know myself" and you know what, I just don't feel the need to go into it.
On that note, I have determined that I need to come up with a line to answer these questions.
How about "Just enjoying life" or "Living" or maybe "Being"?
I was listening to Wayne Dyer speech "A spiritual solution to every problem" on the way home last night (after contemplating this) and he said "the minute you go into it and explain it, your ego is involved and you loose IT". Maybe that explains a bit of why I don't want to go into my journey.
It is precisely that MY journey, it is what it is, it doesn't need explaining.
It isn't even some huge change, it is just me, choosing to be open to and follow the path that is laid before me.
I think I like "I am being me", that one appeals to me, but might it elicit a lot of questions?
Who knows, maybe I will give it a try and see.
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